moonvoice: (totem - magpie lark)
[personal profile] moonvoice
Among other things, I’m an animist with very strong totemist leanings. I suppose a lot of you could say a great big ‘duh’ to that, I run the internet’s most comprehensive totem animal dictionary (certainly in terms of word count). It may – actually – frighteningly be the most comprehensive dictionary even when compared with published works. Not only that, but I illustrate totems. And I aspect with totems. And I invoke totems and...well...you get the idea.

I used to hate basic 101 totem dictionaries. I've written articles and long essay-like responses on pagan forums about the shittiness of totem dictionaries. I own quite a few, but I was always like ‘man, these things don’t teach people the skills they need to engage with totems or to make their own dictionaries,’ and ‘they’re recycling a lot of the same information,’ and ‘cultural appropriation FTL,’ and ‘wait a minute, that’s actually completely inaccurate biological information about that animal. WTF?’

Two of these things really piss me off still; the first regarding cultural appropriation. The second regarding teaching people inaccurate information about animals. That’s poor form on behalf of the writer, but it’s also poor form on behalf of the editor, whose job it is to help qualify research in non-fiction material. It’s just poor form all around. The pagan industry can suffer from a bit of poor form at times, it’s not just totemism that cops it, as many of you know.


However, the first two points, no longer bother me. Let’s investigate why:

1. Man, these things don’t teach people the skills they need to engage with totems or to make their own dictionaries.

Firstly, not everyone has the privilege or luxury of time (or, for that matter, being able to encapsulate their experiences into written form). There’s a reason we use word dictionaries instead of making our own dictionaries in whatever language we speak. Part of that reason is a) we don’t know the definitions, b) it’s good to have a launching point for further discussion, c) not everyone has the luxury to make their own definitions for words, sometimes they have to go to another source. There is a luxury of time inherent in being able to spend hours or weeks or months with a totem animal in a way that goes beyond simply communing with it, and enters into ‘writing down the information into a file for future reference.’ Not all spiritual people can do this; nor should they be expected to. There’s also the presumption that this is somehow a more valid way of being a totemist, which skirts dangerously close to needing to regulate the practices of others, by people in positions of authority determining what is valid totemic practice, and what is not. Suddenly people who refer to 101 dictionaries for their information are invalidated, and those who have the luxury of time to make their own dictionaries are validated. It creates a vicious cycle of elitism, and – in no uncertain terms – I believe this is one of those other ‘poor form’ things you can find in the pagan industry (and just about everywhere else).

Secondly, just because it’s a dictionary with a basic knowledge, doesn’t mean people are suddenly completely unable to negotiate meanings with the content. Everyone who’s ever had a discussion on semantics knows that it’s not only possible to really expand upon the definition of a word, but to even disagree with dictionary definitions, or to pick say, one meaning out of the four offered as their preferred meaning. Most dictionaries aren’t designed to provide you with philosophical information on how to construct your own word dictionary. They’re dictionaries. Why we’ve been expecting something from totem dictionaries that resembles more – say – a philosophical ‘how to’ guide, when they’re dictionaries just seems to me to be a little ridiculous. Do you also want the new remodelled kitchen and the free knife set? Maybe we can set that poor dictionary up to work a third and fourth job as well. At some point, a dictionary just has to be a dictionary. People hating on totem dictionaries because they’re not teaching the skills people need to make their own dictionaries, should probably be hating on regular dictionaries, probably ALL dictionaries. Because it misses the point of what a dictionary is.

Thirdly, yes, they actually do teach people the skills they need to be a totemist. For someone who really wants to be a totemist, it’s not hard to realise that just about every totem information file or entry on the planet is based off a handful of things:

1. Researching the animal itself and applying symbolic or metaphorical interpretation to the animal’s biological habits.
2. Researching cultures that worship the animal and looking at their pre-existing stories and sayings for that animal (respectfully, ideally, and no – not all totem dictionaries teach this).
3. Learning basic visualisation techniques and contacting the archetype of the animal itself, and learning some UPG to throw in with that mix. Most 101 totem dictionaries do provide basic visualisation outlines on how to do this.
4. Learning some journeying skills and contacting the deva/god/actual totem itself and learning some UPG to throw in with that mix.

People who haven’t picked this up from totem dictionaries yet, probably aren’t as compelled as some of us, to write their own totem files. But the totem dictionary kind of shows everyone how to do it simply through existing. People – through their own agency – learn to build and construct through observation. If they’re still choosing not to do it, there’s reasons for that, that likely exist outside of ‘totem dictionaries suck.’ When does it become the fault of the totem dictionary, and shift to a personal decision made by someone who has totems come into their lives, but who isn’t a dedicated totemist, or – more importantly – isn’t a dedicated totem file writer? Because, simply put, the latter isn’t required and shouldn’t be required, to be a valid totemist.

2. They’re recycling a lot of the same information

This can be a drag, but so do a lot of dictionaries. Generally speaking, there’s a lot of the same fundamental information going around, and if you look up the word ‘horse’ in any dictionary (except maybe the OED), you’re going to get a lot of the same information. Why is that? Are these people just being lazy, and copying each other? It’s not that simple; there’s a reason why some information gets chosen over other information to describe something, especially abstract concepts such as emotions or totems. Just because they’re abstract concepts, doesn’t mean dictionaries suddenly have the time, space, or purpose to elaborate on those abstract concepts.

Similar and often fundamental information gets chosen, with other information being pushed aside. This other information could be truly integral to the person looking up the word or totem, but it’s not necessarily the fault of the dictionary if this information isn’t there. I’ll repeat: a dictionary is supposed to be a dictionary, it’s not supposed to a long, ambling treatise on how to teach you to make your own dictionary. And the longer the information files get per entry, the more your dictionary starts to resemble a collection of exploratory essays, and that’s a totally different animal.

That same information may be generic, and sometimes it’s even culturally appropriated, but that doesn’t mean it’s suddenly invalid. It also doesn’t mean that someone who listens to it, is suddenly going to be unable to change their minds or renegotiate the meaning as they keep working with a totem animal. A lot of the totemists who hate totem dictionaries, started with totem dictionaries, built their knowledge with totem dictionaries, and then grew past them as they learnt the critical skills necessary to no longer need them, and then, as the final blow, hated totem dictionaries for what they were. I was certainly in this camp. And I know I’m not alone.

Sure, some people engage with totems superficially; some people engage with dictionaries of all kinds superficially. I might enjoy words as a writer, and I have dictionaries, but I don’t have time to semantically discuss the complex meanings of each word I use, and then write my own dictionary about it. That doesn’t mean my experience with words is or should be invalidated. Nor should the dictionaries I own. Likewise, someone might enjoy totems, as a totemist, and they have dictionaries, but they don’t necessarily have time to discuss the complex meanings of each totem they encounter, and then write their own dictionary about it. Sometimes the generic information is all someone needs. That doesn’t mean it lacks power.

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Totem dictionaries have their problems; certainly. Some of the most popular, feature heavy cultural appropriation and misunderstandings of Indigenous/native cultures (like common misconceptions that all Native Americans believe in totems). And some of the most popular do copy from other people in a way that makes you wonder the point in purchasing more than one (i.e. those that copy from Jamie Sam’s animal medicine books). And some of course, have inaccurate information about the animal itself.

Some of this is a result of poor editing. Some of this is a result of a once-popular pagan paradigm which said it was okay to appropriate from Indigenous cultures, because it wasn’t okay to use our own cultures, or to create our own spiritual culture. There are things not to like about totem dictionaries which are actually not totem dictionary specific, but found throughout all of paganism – particularly some parts of pagan publishing. And in this, I choose not to hate on totem dictionaries anymore, because it seems like an arbitrary target when I consider that my most fundamental objections are either a) untrue, or even based from a position of elitism, b) found in all of paganism, and are a problem everywhere.

I’ve met people who are genuinely ashamed of owning totem dictionaries, as a result of encountering respected pagans and totemists (including – I am sad to say – myself) who bag the totem dictionaries for not doing things that dictionaries aren’t really supposed to be doing in the first place. A shame culture set up on judgement, is not something I enjoy seeing in paganism, and it’s not really something I enjoy experiencing either.

So, let me say it; I own totem dictionaries (I have at least 5). I no longer use them, but I do have the luxury of time to write totem animal files, and more than that – I’m compelled to, it’s part of my contract with the animal and plant kingdom. I became a specialist; but I don’t expect anyone else to, which is why I make the information available to others.

I write a totem dictionary. Some totemists who get their hate on about totem dictionaries, have excused my dictionary as being ‘better’ than the others as a way of accepting it, because I try and research my information and I introduce rare or unknown totems to people; but I’m using exactly the same methods as everyone else, I just do it my way. My way works for some people, it doesn’t for others. It’s just another totem dictionary.

I don’t think totem dictionaries are – of themselves – a bad genre (or at least, no worse than any other in mainstream pagan publishing). I like that there’s quite a few to choose from, just as I can choose from different dictionaries for slightly different spins on things. I like that it raises the profile of certain animals, because even totem dictionaries that focus on an all-US profile, are at least raising the profile of animals and allowing people to notice them more; and that’s a powerful thing. I like that totem dictionaries have been growing in the direction of either becoming more comprehensive, showing the diversity of totems (and usually in increasingly respectful ways); or morphing from dictionaries into a collection of exploratory essays instead, showing the depth in which one can engage with those animals.

I could write more and more and more, but ultimately my point is this – I’ve made peace with totem dictionaries, with people owning them, and using them, and with me being someone who writes one. I’m okay with it. I’m not okay with some of the problems of totem dictionaries, but I recognise that is not totem dictionary specific, and that’s problems I have with the whole ‘pagan industry’ in general. So I'm no longer going to target 'totem dictionaries' as an arbitrary focus for a problem found throughout the industry. I’m tired of getting my hate on about a specific genre and more than that, I’m tired of that invalidating the practices of people with valid practices. Just because I do it one way, doesn’t mean anyone else should.

Date: 2011-08-24 12:58 am (UTC)
white_rabbit: (Artemis - Blush)
From: [personal profile] white_rabbit
Thank you so much for writing this. :) I've been hesitant to pick up books/dictionaries on totems (and other spiritual practices) for a lot of the reasons you've listed here. But it's true what you say; in the end, it's all a matter of what works for someone personally, and I guess I, in general, have a hard time finding it in books alone (a lot because I am not sure how accurate the information is). Though I do find your dictionary immeasurably helpful, I have to say. But that is also because I know you and I know you do your research and I know and trust your work, so... that helps, heh!

To each their own path. :)

Date: 2011-08-24 12:59 am (UTC)
ariestess: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ariestess
This argument seems similar to the argument some have about "Wicca 101" books. Yes, a lot are similar or appear copy/pasted from one to the other, and a lot do have inaccurate information, but people need to start somewhere, right?

I give a lot of leeway to a lot of books, not just pagan-based, and tend to read them with a healthy dose of salt. But I don't begrudge someone their right to own and use those books as they need to. Everyone comes to things with different goals, and if we were all the same, the world would be fucking boring!

Date: 2011-08-24 05:38 am (UTC)
ariestess: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ariestess
*nods* There are a few authors out there that I will deride for putting out crap in the pagan/wiccan genre. And then there are authors that I adore and read [or used to read] voraciously that others deride for the same reasons. I guess it's a matter of taste, and it really does boil down to what works best for one person may not work at all for another.

False Advertising

Date: 2011-08-24 03:16 am (UTC)
perzephone: (Default)
From: [personal profile] perzephone
This argument seems similar to the argument some have about "Wicca 101" books. Yes, a lot are similar or appear copy/pasted from one to the other, and a lot do have inaccurate information, but people need to start somewhere, right?

What makes me gripe about Wicca 101 isn't so much that there are hundreds of Wicca 101 books out there... I know not everyone is going to pick up Buckland's big blue book as their starter kit. What gripes me is when books that specifically promise 'more advanced witchcraft' or 'beyond Wicca 101' turn around and rehash everything in the Wicca 101 books.

At least most correspondence books (which to me include totem dictionaries in that they list animals & what those animals 'mean') out there are just honest rehashes of one another and don't promise anything truly groundbreaking.

Re: One Stop Resource Source

Date: 2011-08-24 04:49 am (UTC)
perzephone: (Default)
From: [personal profile] perzephone
Even though I'm not a Wiccan/witch anymore, I try to stay in the loop. People always ask me things at work & I like to be informative.

(I've also been on this 'is Wicca continuing to evolve' kick lately. If the things I've been reading & seeing are any indication, it hasn't, which is why more & more Wiccans are becoming 'former Wiccans').

Re: One Stop Resource Source

Date: 2011-08-24 05:42 am (UTC)
ariestess: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ariestess
I still list myself as Wiccan, tho eclectic at that, even if I don't follow the full "pomp and circumstance" of the rituals and such. I think the only reason I still "cling" to that Wiccan label is that it's what I started with. I've gone a bit more organic and eclectic, but nothing that I can clearly define as "I am X", if that makes any sense. Tho I think I've been leaning more toward "Pagan" the last few years, simply because of that inability to properly label what I do and follow.

*hopes this is making sense, as I should probably be in bed*

Re: False Advertising

Date: 2011-08-24 05:40 am (UTC)
ariestess: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ariestess
Oh, I don't like that either. I've seen a few books like that, flipped through them in the store, and came to the same conclusion, so didn't buy them. It's like some authors seem to think that Wicca 101 is something different from what the rest of us think it is.

Date: 2011-08-24 02:49 am (UTC)
lupagreenwolf: (Default)
From: [personal profile] lupagreenwolf
I think if more dictionaries addressed the problems that you bring up here, there would be less stigma surrounding them. Unfortunately so many people just blindly follow what's in the books that it's tough to promote them, IMO. If the genre evolved beyond "Here's what this animal means", and into more "Here's your starting point, and....GO!" it would have more room to develop into something more advanced.

I do see yours as an outlier that shows what could be, if people thought outside the box. Do I think that things could change? Sure. I would love to see more discussion in this vein, TBH.

Date: 2011-08-24 04:03 am (UTC)
paleo: Grey Wolf as Totem (Grey Wolf)
From: [personal profile] paleo
There are times when I wish for *more* totem dictionaries out there, honestly. I personally adore and collect good reference books on the symbolism of animals, plants and mythical beasts. But the totem dictionaries I'd like to see would probably be too niche-y to ever get published. I'd snatch up in a heartbeat something titled "Crustacean Totems" or "A Totemist's Guide to South American Species" or "An Animist Fieldbook to Southern Florida". It's one reason I follow a certain Australian totemist who has introduced me to numerous Australian species I was unaware of.

I do believe we can do without the psuedo-Native American flavored totem dictionaries out there. I also feel that, much like good word dictionaries, good totem dictionaries should touch on the "etymology" of the meanings contained in them.

Date: 2011-08-24 09:54 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] hakuchou
I also feel that, much like good word dictionaries, good totem dictionaries should touch on the "etymology" of the meanings contained in them.

I was just linked to this conversation from [personal profile] lupagreenwolf, and, I really agree with this comment. I think that would be more useful than anything else to me in a totem dictionary. I don't want to know that "some people think" this or that animal means this or that thing. I want to know why. I want to know the roots of each belief, so I can decide if I want to work that into my understanding of the animal, and, how much I want to do that. I want to know if any of these beliefs conflict with each other. I want to know where to go for more knowledge.

A dictionary that has that will be my instant friend. If anyone can recommend one, I will jump on it. I don't think of it as "totems", but, I do bring energy of different animals into my work a lot (because I am therian, and because animal symbolism is traditional to my practice also as Hermetic), and, I would like to know more about the associations with each animal and where these come from, instead of just taking it from the popular understanding without knowing.

Date: 2011-08-25 12:06 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] hakuchou
Hmm, well, it is more that to me, I guess, I'm not ruling them out as useful dictionaries, but, they are not so useful to me, for what I need.

And, a book about tools around the house, if it is aimed for "helping you to know what tool to use", doesn't need to tell you the history of hammers, but, if something is for magical use, knowing the history of why something is done that way can be useful, to make sure the symbolism you are drawing from is creating the right energy. (For example... I am making this one up, but, if there is a dictionary that lists a common association with Horse as "helpful servant", because they carry humans, and I want to work with Horse for a ritual involving wild and free energies, I don't want to invoke that... and, that one is obvious and I can pick it out on my own, but, hidden in a symbolic association with an animal, could be some clashing connection somewhere back in the origin of the meaning, that I don't know.)

I guess, I'm not saying a dictionary is bad for being a dictionary, but, I do think this is something that it would be useful to have a book about, whether you called it a dictionary or not. Does that makes sense?

Date: 2011-08-24 04:07 am (UTC)
sandpiper912: (Default)
From: [personal profile] sandpiper912
I missed the hate toward totem dictionaries(I have two).I spent most of my practicing and learning in isolation from the larger pagan community. That experience has both its good and bad points.

Attacking a totem dictionary for being a general work is sad, because those dictionaries become a launching place for a deeper connection to totems, just like Wicca 101 books give us a launching pad to move into deeper levels of experiential spirituality.

My Webster taught me to seek out and understand how words are constructed and how we use them, and how they change. I don't see why totem dictionaries can't invite us to understand how totems evolved and how they have changed over time from culture to culture. And like other dictionaries, give us the references/footnotes to explore a totem more completely.

Admittedly,not everyone will want to explore that deeper connection. But a dictionary is a start.

Date: 2011-08-24 05:21 am (UTC)
goddess_incarnate: (Sasuke)
From: [personal profile] goddess_incarnate
I have mixed feelings about dictionaries. Personally, I think they can be a good reference point. I think you've mentioned how you didn't know what an animal was in a journey so you had to research. Well, while most totem dictionaries are not so extensive as to include extinct or lesser known species, some people might not know the difference between popular animals like certain reptiles (many people don't know the difference between crocodiles and alligators for example), insects (I've met people who don't know the difference between hornets, wasps, or the various types of bees) and so on.

But I DO think it can be problematic when people rely on totems exclusively rather than trying to use their own intellect, intuition or research to go further in their study. I mean, this is of course insinuating that everyone who buys a totem dictionary is even interested in becoming a totemist. Many people are fascinated by totems in a rather superficial or curious way, not as a form of spiritual practice. I've heard people talk about power animals/totems conversationally without any spiritual context.

I suppose, personally, when I find that people have New Age books, I'm like, "CONVERSATION TOPIC!" and find out that they're only superficially interested in those things, or aren't serious about their practice.

I guess totem dictionaries aren't indicative or anything - particularly how serious one takes totemist or any such thing. It's just an object of reference, like a normal dictionary. :/

Date: 2011-08-24 08:15 am (UTC)
drgnhlr: (Default)
From: [personal profile] drgnhlr
I own my dictionaries, rock, animal and a plant book or two because I do not have the time, as you said to write my own experiences.

I hope that changes - it will have to for the rock book I want to write.

I agree with what you have written. And I'm not ashamed for owning those books, just I know that I cannot take them at face value :) Thank you for writing this.

Date: 2011-08-25 02:59 am (UTC)
drgnhlr: (Default)
From: [personal profile] drgnhlr
The thing I've noticed about the crystal books (being my main focus, as a totemist) that peeves me the most is the lack of referencing. No where in any of the books is information about where these authors got their POV. There's a font of knowledge from the Victorian era and further back, just based on what little I've dug up. Old legends, and so on.

An angle I'm working with, I might add (don't know if it will go in this book, but there might be enough for another). I am working on putting together comparisons of the information found in some of the titles of crystal dictionaries. I believe some information gets regurgitated but with the lack of referencing, it's hard to prove. Literally, several of these books have no bibliographies.
So even if they are copying each other, there's no proof.

There's other little bits that frustrate me about these books, and it's what prompted me to write my own. Now I only hope that my momentum keeps rolling.

Apologies if this sounds disjointed, not sure if my attempt to go back over it was successful.

Date: 2011-08-25 03:10 am (UTC)
drgnhlr: (Default)
From: [personal profile] drgnhlr
My other peeve (slightly larger than the previous one, but not by much) is lack of scientific information on the rock in question! There's trade names for a lot of these rocks, and the average person has no idea. And frequently, these trade names are very misleading. There are laws in this country about not presenting the right information when you sell something, but it's so damn hard to deal with (honestly, police have so many other things to do).

Date: 2011-08-24 12:24 pm (UTC)
wrenstarling: A peacock (Peacock)
From: [personal profile] wrenstarling
Well said, and agreed with!

Date: 2011-08-25 01:06 am (UTC)
wrenstarling: A light effect gull in flight on a black background (Default)
From: [personal profile] wrenstarling
I hear you; I've had to do a few reversals of opinion in my time and it's definitely a bit awkward, especially when there's a sort of partial reversal involved.

The truth is that we all get a bit elitist or snobby about the things that we have a specialized interest in and have to pull ourselves back a peg from time to time, I think.

Date: 2011-08-24 08:52 pm (UTC)
faeriegirl: (Default)
From: [personal profile] faeriegirl
I was directed here by lupabitch's LJ (she linked to this over there) and found this quite thought provoking. Thank you for writing it!

You're right, dictionaries are just that--dictionaries. And while that's all they can be really, people need to understand that they ARE just a "jumping off" point. No dictionary can offer all the information on a certain animal--researching the actual animal and interacting with it (thus gaining UPG) is also needed.

I notice you mentioned you run one of the largest totem dictionaries on the net. Is there a link to it? I'd like to browse/read it if I may~!

Date: 2011-08-26 02:56 pm (UTC)
faeriegirl: (Default)
From: [personal profile] faeriegirl
Oh sweet! Thanks, and sorry I missed the link above :P

Date: 2011-08-24 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] copperbeech
Well said. I have gripes with a lot of them, mostly as you pointed out. And others I feel do as well as anything pointing to something greater than itself can.

Hope you're well.

Date: 2011-08-25 12:05 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] copperbeech
It's true. And insightful to point out how to approach it, yet work with it in a balanced way.

Date: 2011-08-24 10:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shistavanenjedi
I have a few of those books which I bought when I first started being interested in Paganism. One of the things which bug me about the biological information about animals is when authors use for instance badger (Meles meles or the American one, or the Honey Badger) to describe all badger species - these are all different and the same happens with foxes. So does this mean that Red Foxes are the same as Arctic foxes are the same as bat-eared foxes are the same as the Darwin's Fox (that last one is not a fox at all, but a South American canid, but people assume that it's a fox because it is called a fox and there are others in the same genus as the Darwin's Fox that people are foxes because of the name - Darwin's Fox is just an hypothetical example because I've never seen it in a dictionary but I have seen biological information sites get things wrong). These animals are all different biologically so why should their totemic info be the same? It also bugs me when these books get the format of the scientific name wrong, but that's probably me just nit-picking because I'm a Zoologist.

People have to start from somewhere, though and as long as people are aware that there are flaws in what they are reading, then there's no problem with them. (It's kind of like some Asatru people complaining about Marvel's Thor comics.) I know what you mean about the focus some take on the Native American culture and I think it's a result of people feeling guilty about the destruction and treatment of those people in the past and are trying to preserve the culture in some way. I became interested in Native American culture when I became interested in Grey Wolves but an interest is not the same as practicing it and it is not something I would do. I'm interested in animal totems of species that are native to the British Isles (which are either still with us or extinct) because they are part of the environment of where I live.

As for Wicca books, I've never been inclined to pick those up anyway as I've always been interested in druidry and Norse mythology. I probably bought one or two introduction into paganism books that were very Wicca centric because the authors were but I soon realised that Wicca wasn't the path I wanted.

Date: 2011-08-27 03:08 pm (UTC)
jeshyr: Blessed are the broken. Harry Potter. (Default)
From: [personal profile] jeshyr
Wow I did not know you wrote a totem dictionary - being curious I went and looked up the fairy penguin entry of course and was quite surprised that "my" fairy penguin qualities hardly overlap at all with those ones! I'm actually glad I didn't read it before I commissioned the picture because I may have hesitated needlessly - you obviously understood my characteristics from the email and they've come across fantastically in the picture. I feel a quite different energy from "my" picture than from either of the scanned ones on that page.

Wow. I guess I learned something today - I sort-of assumed that everybody felt similarly about similar animals!

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