I don't really unleash anymore. Not like I did when I was a kid. The closest I get now is when I walk. I just like to go walk until I'm exhausted and see all sorts of new places and just feel the joy of moving and exploring. I think it would be better if 1) I had someplace to unleash where I didn't feel like it was inappropriate and if 2) I had one or more people around me who were doing the same thing and I felt comfortable enough to join them. That was one of the things I liked about being in Minnesota when I was younger. My friends and I would just go out in nature and run around, be silly, swim, or explore. I really miss that. Now my social anxiety makes it hard for me to be comfortable enough around anyone to unleash.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2009-05-06 12:49 am (UTC)