I remember a meditation many years ago where I kept repeatedly changing to a river dolphin & swimming up a river to find my goal (which was away from the river). Looking at some of the totemic meanings you've been given, I think that was an apt description of my state of mind at the time - especially probing into secret corners while being clueless to more visible issues
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Date: 2009-06-02 02:53 pm (UTC)