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moonvoice ([personal profile] moonvoice) wrote2009-05-05 03:06 pm

Shamanic Pathways 01 - quiet thoughts.

My animal companion, or 'pet', Moet - a champagne tabby - has spent most of today lounging in the sunbeams by the blinds I left open specifically for him. Specifically so he could lounge in front of them.

Sometimes it's easy to forget that I live with a feline who has the leashed spirit of tigers and lions inside of him, until of course I see him playing, or his blown black pupils pop up over my bed, a second before he wraps himself around my foot, all claws and teeth.

We too, are humans with the leashed spirits of primates and goodness knows what else inside of us. We sit at our computers, we lie docile in our beds at night (or some of us do), we cook our meals and live our lives leashed by society, jobs, sometimes even our friends and families.

So when do our pupils dilate black with the sheer joy of the hunt? When do we unleash and play for the sake of playing? When do we climb, run, crawl, frolic and revel in our environments and surroundings? Do you know what furniture would carry your weight if you jumped on it? Have you ever hid, breathless, waiting for a friend to come round the door before shouting 'BOO!' and revelling in this jump of fear?

I unleash, sometimes, in the otherworlds. Specifically, in my 'starting place' (no really, one day I will give it a name), in the middle-realms. I am lucky to have a few spirit helpers who remind me that I am not just a leashed creature, someone's animal companion, but a fierce and at times ferocious spirit. Capable of holding great power, and - when necessary - letting it go. Play is serious business.

When do you unleash? And how?

[identity profile] zuki-san.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I go barefoot (why do you think I wear flip-flops and thongs near-constantly when it's warm?), and revel in the sensations that aren't sock and shoe on the soles of my feet.

I love running, especially if it means I get to chase someone down.

I run around on all fours sometimes, when nobody's watching or I think the people watching don't care.

I bite, nibble, and chew on my lover. I'd bite harder if he didn't yelp in pain.

Walking my way out to the parking lot with my music on, I'll dance and dance and dance my way there. I've delayed coming home for at least a good 20 minutes this way.

I sing to the thunderstorm, asking that I might be like its lightning.

There's a place on campus with a collection of recently-planted oak trees, and a smallish granite boulder at the base of each one. Once or twice I ran and dashed and danced about the trees and the rocks, hoping onto them, jumping and pushing off of them.

[identity profile] moonvoice.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
I go barefoot a lot of the time as well. I really like the feel of warm grass under my feet.

I think all the ways that you unleash are very awesome.

[identity profile] zuki-san.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't really think of it as 'unleashing', but it seemed to match your terminology.

But taking a little time out to revel in nature, to be silly, to take joy in movement, or to act a little fey sometimes, is important to me and my self-image.

Something I've always wanted to to is dance wildly on a hilltop in the rain...but rain is usually cold, and this makes me D:.