I don't think I get to unleash- not physically anyway. I'm heavy and my body's in poor shape, so doing any kind of actvitity is painful and usually leaves me lightheaded. Though I'm thinking about taking up Tai Chi or some other really gentle exercise to try getting my strenght back.

I used to feel free swimming, but in New York City, there's not many places to swim. The public pools get packed like you wouldn't believe.

Sometimes I'd like to cry, just to get it out, but I just can't. It just all gets stuck in my throat and stayes there.

Mostly I sing. It's about all I can do.